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123insert! Spread it like herpes.

Oh and my cousin, Lara, is on 'So You Think You Can Dance Canada."
This is her audition.
Watch it and let me know what you think.
I am so, so, so proud of her!

I partied last night!

The pictures are really fun.
Check them out.

( weoooowwwww )

Sometimes I struggle with my sense of self.
The way I choose to combat this is to write about myself, what I am, what I am good at... kind of like an ode.
I'm a little nervous to share this.
It is highly personal.
It kind of makes me sound like I think I'm a big deal, which I don't... this just helps me recognize who I am, and helps me try to find positive attributes within myself.
I am exceptionally hard on myself, some days are really bad days and doing this makes it better.

Here it goes... don't laugh.


I am a good listener, and a good friend.
I like helping other people, and making them feel better.

I have a ‘patient heart’, and good things will come to me.
Good people; deserve good things, and karma does work wonders.

I wear my heart on my sleeve.
I love openly and freely.

I will respect you until you do something to alter that respect.
I believe that everyone deserves a second chance.
I have hope and faith and optimism and these things make me who I am.

I am pleasant and awkward and approachable and people who have come to know me know that I will be there for them.
People who have come to know me call me up when they want to have a fun time, because they know I like to laugh.

I look for the best in others.
And everyday, even though it can be a challenge, I try to look for the best and find that strength in myself.

I don’t understand when people are unnecessarily cruel.

God loves me, I enjoy going to church.
And I pray and ask God questions when I am confused.
Most people don’t understand this relationship I have.
This relationship helps me to be good and kind and make positive choices.
Sometimes believing is harder than not believing.
But I believe just the same.
I need to.

I am a hard worker.
It frustrates me when I see smart, intelligent people throw away and waste opportunities.
I work hard at my relationships.
I work hard at school.
I work hard at work.
I pride myself in not being lazy.
Hard work pays off.

I want to make a difference.
I want to live my life in a way that I can be proud of and respect.
I am going to try and make the world a better place or die trying.

18+
Amazing community.
Close knit.
Active.
Give it a whirl.

Friends only. Comment and I will add.